You Jump I Jump?

Someone once asked,

"Say, we're up on the air, and falling down. Only one of us can be saved. Who would that be?"

There are many kind of answers I can give.

1. Save me only. I'm the girl. I'm still young and had much to do.
2. Save him only. OK I love him and I want to sacrifice my life for him.
3. Save us both. Hey why don't we try saving us both. You know, miracles happen

4. Nobody got saved.

5. Can't you not ask this question?



What would people answer to such question? I don't want to just answer for the sake of answering, but when such thing really occur, I would do as I said.


We've seen in the dramas, that the main character sacrificed himself , or maybe his eyes so that the girlfriend can live happily afterward; or the girlfriend was willing to be the housemaid of the evil mother of boyfriend so she could spend more time with him, and so on.

Seriously, I don't think that's cool. If a girlfriend dies because of the boyfriend, then he'd become a loser and live with regret. If the boyfriend dies for his girlfriend, then she'll live alone afterward with sorrow and sadness. At least that's what I thought.


"Let's die together!" I finally answered, and he smiled, for hearing the same answer he had in his mind.

"Yeah, how could we ever lived again without each other kan?" He replied.


I've never thought we would have the same answer, for people will easily answer number 1 and 2. I don't know if he was lying or sweet talking, but I really meant what I said, and it felt good. I really was feeling good the whole day, reminiscing the moment.


But we broke up anyways, and still living without each other. However, that's a beautiful moment I'll never forget. Despite of all the bad memories, I choose to remember that part only. Because of all the answers, we both chose that one.


PS: Which answer you will choose? Do leave a comment :)

Busy Week

I got promoted (?!).

Ha ha ha... Kidding~

I was actually moved to other cubicle, which is located next to my supervisor's (the engineers area). Before this I sat among the draftsmen; that's why I considered myself being promoted. Lol~

My new workplace

Have been very busy for the whole week. After finishing the structural design of the Down Syndrome Centre, I got two more projects, the nursery and office building. My internship final presentation would be on the next Tuesday; I've finished the slides, but not yet practicing. I also prepared the slides for my supervisor who will be doing a presentation to the JPS (Jabatan Pengairan dan Saliran) for his Madinatur Raudhah project.

Down Syndrome Centre structural 3D view

Besides that, I also need to prepare my final report which the content is 80% completed. Just need to add a few more projects detail in it including the latest projects, and the appendixes. I also have asked around about the hardbound cover cost and found out that they're too expensive. Aigoo...

My final report cover. The background would be black (as required for Civil Engineering students) and the font will be in gold. Hehehe

I've been soooo busy that I don't even have much time to go through the YS, FS, and even have less commitment for the Realvoices Project. Much appologize for that. Anyways, I'm glad that I've already completed the 15 chapters in Realvoices Project. Hope that YS will give me chance to participate in their next project :P

Window Shopping

Window shopping is a pastime activity we usually do when we have no intention of buying anything. HOWEVER... I usually buy something nice for myself whenever I go to the mall. Is it considered window shopping as well? Hahaha

People with excessive shopping habit is also called shopaholic, but worry not, I'm not one. Thing is, we (my friends and I) turn a bit bewildered when it comes to hanging out at the shopping complex....

Like these....

But I like that one...



Hmm.. dun think so

How about this? Ada gaya hemo-hemo tak?


Matching kan? :D


HOHOHO~~


Boot anyone?

Window shopping can really be an effective exercise, if you know what I mean... and friendship bonding as well~~

Patrick Star, eh bukan. Friendship star :D




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Tagged Again

1. Do you think you're hot?

Nah, dun think so. I'm cool! hahahaha

2. Upload a favorite picture of yours!

My latest favorite pix:

3. Why do you like that picture.

My best friend took it, and we were having fun actually. Brought back memories~

4. When is your last time you ate pizza.

Come to think of it, it's actually been a while. The last time was when my supervisor treated us pizza for lunch.

5. The last song you listened to?
"Dear God" in arc's page.lol~ I rarely listen to mp3s except when I'm driving.

6. What are you doing right now beside this?

Downloading Gossip Girl new episode, and preparing for my oral presentation

7. What name would you prefer beside yours.

Ir aka Ingeniur?

8. People I linked:

1.Eman

2.Saruk

3.Farha

4.Pokjat

5.Annette

9. Who is number 1?
My best friend since Form 1

10. Number 3 is having relationship with?
- Erm... her boyfriend? Well she has to introduce him to me sometimes :P

11. Say something to number 5.
- I hope she can get through all the misery in her life. She definitely has a bright future ahead :)

12. How about number 4?
- My favorite junior. Always go for breakfast at McD together :D

13. Who is number 2?
- Saruk!! A batch mate who love to go to McD with my beloved roommate!lol~

Henshin!!!~~

Can you believe that anything can change? Anything, anyone, any.... errr sudarni? Hehehe (Eni Sudarni is my friend :P).

Now let me show you what I and my sister did to my baju kebaya.

Mak Aji as we called ourselves...sangat buruk muka kitorang wahahahaha

Ok. This is our photo during the merdeka parade at Ipoh. The date was absolutely wrong because our Paan forgot about the setting. So, forget about the date. We participated the event and got the the kebaya (can you believe we marched in kebayas?lol~) and some other stuffs (eg:t-shirts, caps, shoes, etc etc).

As you can see, the kebaya was too plain, but adding the brooches gave some kind of "seri"to the clothes. However, I somehow lost the brooches. So, I've been working on that clothe for quite sometime... and got help from my sisters.

Chaiyok2... Henshin in progress

Then.... this is how the output looked like!!!

The tulang


The kaki baju



The lengan


And the tuan in it!LOL~

So, did it turn out nice? Or did I somehow overdone it?Comment please~~~

Tagged!!!

Ok, seriously I don't know much about this thingy, even though I have seen it in blogs. So, thanks to encik Nazeef aka kopipesdilit who made it the 1st time for me. Aih panjang betol soalan dia...

(Oit I'm not kunci kereta ok. I am kunci banglo mewah 3 tingkat siap ngan swimming pool skali ok :P)


QA 1

1. What’s your ambition?
~ A civil engineer or lecturer ~

2. Who is more important to you? Girlfriends or friends?
~ Err...should I change the question to boyfriends? Both ways, my girlfriends are more important ~

3. How often do you think of committing suicide?
~ Err... When I'm trouble, yes I did think of something like this. Never count it anyway hahaha ~

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
~ Sometimes. My level of confidence has always been fluctuating depending on situations ~

5. How many babies do you want?
~ Four, at least. 2 charming boys and 2 pretty girls ~

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
~ From my window, everyday nowadays (musim tengkujuh per :P) ~

7. What is your goal for this year?
~ 4.0!hahahaha.... and to manage to save for my new lappy ~

8. Do you believe in eternity love?
~ Sure...cinta pada Tuhan? ~

9. What’s is your favorite television series?
~ Gossip Girls and Desperate Housewives ~

10. What are you really afraid of?
~ Dark ~

11.What is your bad habits?
~ (ish ko nih kopipes.hilang selera aku hahaha)My bad habit would be "judging". I tend to judge people by their appearance. Wuwuwuwuw ~

12. Is there anything you wanna tell to the people who hates you?
~ Owh I'm happy as always. Silalah benci saya, I don't give a damn anyway :p ~

13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
~ Well OF COURSE. I know my besties since school and we're good as new ~

14. What does flying means to you?
~ Hmm.... Terbang lepas kena puji?HA HA HA ~

15. What do you crave for the most currently?
~ Hang out with Paan and Aza :( ~

16. Most unexpected gift you received so far and when?
~ 6-year-old size teddybear during my last birthday ~

17. Describe the person who tagged you in 5 words:
~ Err...Cute hairdo and banyak nickname :D ~

18. What have you done to yourself that make yourself happy?
~ Cut my hair.. Looks good on me. Ngee ~...

19. What will you become in another 10 years to come?
~ http://realvoices.youthsays.com/2008/11/ten-years-later/ ~

20. What have you achieved in life lately to make it better?
~ I've impressed my boss and eventually he kinda trust me. Nowadays he gives me bigger projects hehehehe ~

QA 2

Rule 1 People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

Rule 2 Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tag by continuing this game by sending it to other people.

1. Do you have secrets?
~ Ya of course.. Nobody knows EVERYTHING about me. Lulz

2. Would you fall in love with a boy younger than you?
~ Dunno, I actually prefer older guys, but who knows. Love is indeed BLIND... ~

3. Do you enjoy going to college?
~ Hell yeahh... Best moments in life ~

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
~ Satu family g wat haji, then bukak bisnes... or nursery :D ~

5. Will you fall in love with your friend?
~ Maybe... maybe not...

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
~ Have to agree with kopipesdilit. BOTH. But if I were to choose, I'd say, being loved by someone ~

7. List 5 current favourite songs
~ 1. Nappy Root - Good Day

2. Wondergirls - Nobody

3. Son Dambi - Crazy

4. Big Bang - Let's Go West

5. Hwayobi - It's OK ~

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
~ Let it be... Time heals ~

9. List 5 favourite TV shows
~ Gossip Girl, Desperate Housewives, We Got Married, Goda, Kekasihku Seru ~

10. Do you have any regrets?
~ Sure do ~

11. Would you be the person that you are if you were to be reborn?
~ Never have thought about this ~

12. What do you want the most at the moment?
~ To be in my room, under my freshly-washed comforter ~

13. What kind of person do you think the person that tagged you is?
~ He is funny and cute and he promised to belanja mapley next year when I return to campus yeay ~

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
~ Rich and married. Full stop! Hahahaha

15. What is your favourite color?
~ White and red ~

16. Would you give all in for a relationship?
~ I hope not, but I always did T___T ~

17. If you fall in love with two persons simultaneously, which one would you choose?
~ Yang jual mahal sket ~

18. What are the top 5 bands that you listen to or love?
~ I don't like bands... Err... Used to like Five but since they got separated, then err.... none? I don't like people, I like their songs. Thank you.

19. Name 3 things you would like to do but would never be able to.
~ Backpack to Europe, buy an entire island, and conquer mount Fuji ~

20. 5 people I have tagged.
~ Eman, Saruk, Jack, ARC, Uru. Sorry guys.. aku tak ramai kawan blogger. Wahahahaha

Good News Bad News

Do you believe, that there's always bad news in every good news, and there's good news as well in every bad news? Just like when your mother gave birth to another baby and you're so happy to get an adik, yet so worried that your parents' love will be divided? Hahaha well, for me, yes I do. Because I actually experienced it yesterday.

As usual, during lunch hour, I will always drive home to have lunch with my family, and to feed my cat 'Itam' if my siblings forget to do that (owh, they always forget, trust me).

So this is Itam when I was taking her for a ride around Wakaf Che Yeh:

And she was sleeping soundly when I was ready to leave for office in the morning (she love to dig into my comforter. I have to use other selimut for that matter) :






When I reached home for lunch, my sisters were jumping and happily telling me


"Itam dah beranakkkkkk"

and "Yeayyyyy~~" I answered.

"Mana2?" I asked them.

"In your room!"

....


There. At that point I immediately ran into my room and I saw Itam and her children....






IN MY COMFORTER... ON MY BED!!!


I sighed quietly, washed myself, solat Zohor, then makan. After that only I greet Itam and the kittens. Nak buat macam mana... Dah beranak dah pun. Basuh jelah air ketuban tu T__T

At first, Itam was very protective towards the little kittens. I can't even see them. Then I harshly reminded Itam.

"Eh, ni katil sape ni? Sape beli Whiskas hah?"

Then she eventually let me play with the kittens. HA HA HA


Personal is personal. Work is work. So even though I was a bit stressed about my bed, I still have office hour until 5.30 pm. So, here I am, ready for afternoon session of office hour :P

So I end up telling people that I have good and bad news.

The good news is, my cat gave birth to 4 cute little kittens

and the bad news is that they were born on my bed. HOHOHOHO

Dreams

I'm sure everybody sometimes have dreams during their sleep. Be it a fun or funny dream, or even a nightmare, most people will eventually forget about the dreams when they're awake.


"Mimpi adalah mainan tidur", that's what we always heard right? But are all dreams = mainan tidur? I wonder about that. Even the prophet got revelations through dreams, and sometimes mothers get nightmares when their children are in harm.


I've always have same dreams when I was a teenager. Sometimes for a few days straight. One of the dreams that I remembered most was that I was riding a camel through the desert. A man was holding the string on the camel's neck, a man which I can't remember seeing his face. I don't remember how many times I dreamt of the dream, but I still can remember how it felt.

The surrounding was a little gloomy, maybe it was dawn. I felt cold, and scared of something, but due to the man's present, I felt a little okay inside. Now what was that dream supposed to mean? Haha..


Other dream that I remembered was, one day I got a gold bangle. Forgot who gave it to me, an aunt maybe? But the bangle was really beautiful and glittering and shiny etc etc. I was so happy until somebody woke me up for something which I forgot, then when I tried to sleep again to get into the same dream, I just couldn't. Ah...such a waste. Kakak la ni yang kejut isk..isk...

Nowadays I can only remember nightmares, but not long after I wake up, the memories about the dream just gone. I'm so scared of dark surrounding, and ending up sleeping with the lights on. It started early this year when I got nightmares every night and felt pressure on my chest when I woke up (kena tekan). Sometimes I wasn't even sure whether I was in a dream or not. However, the pain was real... Huuu *scary*scary*


Moral of the story, solat isyak dulu, basuh kaki and baca doa sampai tertido :P

The Wedding

We reached home at 2 am (from my sister's wedding) and I had to ponteng kerja today as I was too tired after hours of driving from Perlis. On the way to Perlis.... we met a group of bikers (weewiittt). They even posed for us :p

I met Aza in Gurun when we stopped for lunch and prayers.We have so much fun updating on each other. I asked her to come with me, to the wedding, but her grandma objected :P





We stayed at Firearm Quarters Transit in Arau. Nice place btw

And the kids found PLAYGROUND!!!!

Before the wedding, I went to the Mak Andam's with the couple. Pose after make ups:




Then comes the ceremony~~

The banner...



Finally...me and nenek

We had so much fun travelling together, altogether 6 cars from the bride's family. We even got lost in the highways and ended up touring Penang. Hahahaha.... Should be Perlis->Kedah->Perak->Kelantan, but we went Perlis->Kedah->Penang->Kedah->Perak->Kelantan.

bazir masa, minyak, wang, tenaga dsb nye.... isk isk

YouthSays Real Voices Project

I couldn't believe my ears when I first heard it. I was doing my shopping with Eman and Dilla when I got a phone call from Youthsays office. I couldn't really hear her actually. I was told to check my email. Then I couldn't believe my eyes pulak when I read the email. It goes like this:



Hi there.

Congratulations! You are one of the 50 chosen youths to represent the voice of young Malaysians in the RM30,000 YouthSays Real Voices project. This means you'll be given 15 'chapters' to blog about, and upon completion, you'll be paid RM500. Every week, you're also eligible to get RM100 bonuses if your writing is deemed honest, and really shows us what you and your life is like.


Rules and regulations:

1 This project has 15 chapters
2 Each week has 3 chapters. Monday, Wednesday, Friday.
3 You can blog about the chapters as much as you want.
4 Each week, 10 bonuses will be given to youths who express themselves:

5 You are encouraged to post pix, videos, audio song, poems, and anything that can help you express yourself.
6 You are given 2 days maximum for each assignment, and must complete them on time. But you can re-blog about past assignments if you like.
7 You CANNOT DROP OUT of the project.
8 If you do drop out, or get disqualified for any reason, you will not be paid ANY money - and you will be disappointing Malaysian youths who are counting on you carry out this historical project.
9 The Real Voices Project Organisers will pay you your money 5 weeks after the project has ended
10 The Real Voices Project Organisers reserve the right to disqualify you from the project at any time if found to have breached any of our terms & conditions
11 The Real Voices Project Organisers are not accountable or liable for any losses which result from your own voluntary involvement
12 The Real Voices Project Organisers are very proud that you are standing up to represent Malaysian youths in this historical project!




The project starts Friday,14th November 2008, and the first topic is "This Is Me". I already published my post :)

http://realvoices.youthsays.com/voices/Kunci/

http://realvoices.youthsays.com/


ouhhh I'm so excited and honored to be invited into such events. YS memang rawk habes!!!
Dari petang asyik berdebar2 je..skrg baru rasa rilex sket. Fuh fuh lega....


ps:wish me luck my pren~

Internship

I have undergone my internship for like... 5 1/2 months? wow... I'm so proud of myself hehehe.. I got only nearly 3 months away before starting a new semester (as a final year student) and have to prepare for my oral presentation and final report (and weekly logbook..urgh I'm so busy).

So this is where I've been working as a trainee engineer

...and this is my workspace. Used to have a pc for me to do surfing or chatting or downloading, but since the SV's monitor got blank, he took mine :(
I work on my precious lappy anyway :p

The supervisor aka SV aka Engr. Rosmee (or I simply call him Abe Mie :p) who is responsible for my marking on this semester

The draftsmen: Kak Sue and Abe Yie

And Kak Sah the kerani....

This one is the dongle for the software I'm using for designing purposes, Esteem Structural Design Software. It cost RM30,000 per dongle, imagine each engineer got one. hehehe..... kaya la bos akuuuuu

The environment here? ..is so exciting and relaxing! I'd love to work here after graduation, but who knows...OK! Got a school to design. Till then, chiaow~

Friendship

It’s been a while. I promised myself to keep blogging at least once a week but end up being totally silent last month. Wahahahaha.. last month is Raya month anyway.

So can I still talk about raya? Hihi Syawal dah lepas baru nak masukkan entry raya. It’s not about raya anyway…

My topic is actually friendship.

I’m soooo lucky to have such group of friends that really care and love me. I got girls from my high school and also from my college. Each ‘gang’ got six members including me. All of my high school best friends live in Kelantan (same high school what, so same hometown laaa), but we spread all over Malaysia to further our studies. Still, we have gatherings and reunions everytime we came back to our hometown (aka Kota Bharu), which is usually on Raya days.

Last raya we reunited again, and celebrated one of our member’s birthday as well. The story went like this:

1.Eman called and said that she’s coming. I told her to come over quickly coz I have an open house to go.

2. I made Eman follow me to the friend’s open house, but before that, we went to Dilla’s house, just because it’s in the way (and Dilla end up being dragged to the open house as well).

3. After makan nasi dagang sepuasnya, we thought, hey why don’t we go to Nadia’s? Dekat je rumah dia...

4. Then we eventually went to Dayah’s house to drag her to Bayyah’s house.

5. Then Dayah suddenly said “lapar mekdi…tamo kepsi…nak mekdi…” and we dragged Bayyah along to get Dayah’s mekdi (McDonald’s)

6. Being so excited and happy, Eman bought us a cake, just to have a small celebration with best friends in advance of her birthday.

7. I sent all of them home and reach mine at 10.30 pm. Luckily abah didn’t get mad coz he knew with whom I went out with. Hehehehe….

Mission Accomplished! Looking forward to next gathering! Muahs~