Penyakit Hasad Dengki

Ya I'm going to write about this very penyakit hasad dengki or what people call Ph. D. I'm sure people sometimes got jealous over something they don't have or which they have less, but it's always acceptable, because it's normal, until you started to voice out what you feel towards the person you got jealous to, IRRITATINGLY.

I got jealous too. When friends score higher in exams, and that make me try (slightly) harder. I got jealous when my roommate was sleeping while I have to finish my assignments. I got jealous when I see couples so happy yet I always get Mr. Wrongs.

Thing is, I never go to the friend and say, "Honestly why you score higher than me? U are the lazy one instead"

or to the roommate, "Hey bangun2 teman aku stay upppp!!!!!~~"

or to the couples, "(err whatever it is)".


However, what happen when the person getting jealous is actually having more than the person he/she gets jealous to? Meaning, maybe richer? or smarter? What is he/she jealous at, really? This is sooo annoying, just to know why? Why? Why?

Recently someone has been picking me out unreasonably. People say it's normal, because that is what he/she usually do. Thing is, I can't stand it. I got synical words stabbing my fragile heart almost everyday. I'm not used to this kind of thing. So I started to think maybe he/she is jealous with me, but still can't find the reason why. As senpai klise stated when we were having a chat today, "Dengki tuh kot, mung comey beno".

Ha Ha Ha, he made me laugh. Thanks senpai, but I don't think so. I guess I just have to put up with this. What I can do now is show him/her what I can do without him/her; and what he/she can't do without me.

ps: At least be thankful will ya? I'm not going to help you anymore after this...